Friday, January 04, 2008

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Sleepless Nite..............
Endless Pain................

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Little Angel ^-^


I have a little angel..with angelic smile that would melt your heart away..
A smile that would easily ease your mind...

Really thankful to god for giving me his prettiest angel to me..
Accompany me at this hardest moment...
Never ever expect to have such a blessing from above...
Thank you...

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Good ? Bad ? Guide

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if i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]
When i walk away from you [ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]
When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ]
When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away [ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying [ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
When you see me walking away [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
When im scared [ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you [ I really do more than you could understand ]
When i grab at your hands [ Hold mine tightly]
When i bump into you [ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes [ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you [ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart [ the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over [ i still want you to be mine ]
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What do u think ???

This might serve as a good guide for man out there to understand more about a woman's behaviour...........

And the last statement --------
Although my mind n mouth think that it should be over.. .. BUT

My Heart still WANT Him... although I never mention to him personally...only when he's asleep
I should take up courage to tell him that "I LOVE YOU"

I know this won't change anything but just wanna let you know..that's all...nothing much..my dear sky !

< H e A r t B r E a k >

After 2 year n 10 months........
What's left....... is just pain n pain........
Nothing else but PAINnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Never ever had such pain till ur heart could die.......
Or it's a blessing .... rather than dragging on ..n getting more hurts

pain
pain
pain

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As day goes by since last friday...
I'd begin to search my heart ... to see whether I still have one burning heart...
but yesterday I found none left...
no more flame..no more burning..no more pumping.....
just silent n ease...


This is how one felt when ur heart really die
....... just a day or a minute could change the way u look at someone .... that u used to love, to care so much n more than ur life.......
no more heart pain as my heart are dead
yup....no more pain, no more from now

[But deep inside my heart, my soul - I still need him... just dunno y...
been asking myself over and over again...the answer still remained the same - I would still choose to be with him now, and next life and next........... without regrets......]


Just a small step to home...but such a long distance far far away now........

Just felt sorry for the little one as I m not able to furnish him with a complete love..care..n family
Please forgive me, my little angel

Mummy love u, my little angel

Anyway...Happy New Year n wishing myself for bundle of joy n laughter in future..oh..
Forgotten..I already had my joy..that's my Little Angel ^o^ my silly boy